how long have i posted anything new?
....jesus...its like ive become to active Da artist poster..
I know noone is asking me to hurry,asking me a comission.
But...maybe thats what has made Das new UI changes,
everynes unclearness of me
has made me slowly not bother with Da besdies,faving,and downlading stuff or searching ...
I have been working on stuff...I just am having hard times on myself...at times just wish all this Bs would change
and I had most skills,and better hardware for my
hobbiest status,since I seem to go and clamed to do..but never shown any pogress and cancel....
To be honest,I kinda feel like I am lying,attention whoring,or idk what...
some things I dont try to do.
guess I just dont do enough to appeal.
since I go my own route.
Well any project I said id do....I doubt I can do them
look I have tried to make some stuff...but...Im still trying to ponder on......I don't know how to put what IT is.
Theres been things that i have not got to,and It can rly hamper whatever ya roughly want to do.
Originaly wanted to make Oc sprites for kolbie
(cancled,due to sprite skills arent keen yet.)
Hell,I am not even sure I can animate.
well kinda can,but I am not structurlly accurate on drawing.
I cant even draw a front view without a syemmetry tool!
Blah,Blah,Blah,tutorials on semmetry,blah,blah practice practice blah,blah BA!
plz....I get tired of some things.
and telling me practice and learn isnt enough...
sigh.Sorry folks.I guess Im just not who I am anymore idk.
I know ive been inactive and not been posting,but whenever I do.
I have stuff uploaded.I DO HAVE WORK MADE these past few moths.
Just some arent ones ya would see me have,or do here.
Others are just wip.
But I got work in pogress.
Have not been doing well with the people I watched...
I feel most have forgoten me.And I forgot them.
I know I have not been giving gifts.showing appreciation,saying happy Bday latly when its your bday,but anyoen i somewhat befrinded here.I apologise.
Idk if It matters.....You guys,are luckyier than me.Hell sure some might be having hell,but least ya know how to be on your own.
How to keep productive,keep creative,get TRULY
IDeas out there,make em they way you want them.
I am not someone who can do so well,in his current condition.
I aint even been mentally well latly.
no i aint lost my sanity,id i did id been on a mental hospital(sent by my grandparents approval -_-...)
I at times stay up at night.my hyperistic behavior,dosent let me focus...on specifics.
sometimes i dont clean the house when it needs it...or do it fully.
Idk what it is with me.
but have any of you have these problems at times?
have never bathedfor a weekend at one point?